Candle_Magick continued…
my pussy is going to eat the flame
Hello again, more candle_magick as promised.
Yesterday I did my last free shoot. No more. The photographer kept trying to feel me up in an effort to “direct” me. Lame. I’m sick of the bullshit sometimes that goes along with this. Guys have this mentality that just because you had sex on camera means that you’ll have sex with anyone at any time and that a free feel up is ok because you did porn anyways.
Hello?
There was this one time when I was a dancer and I was having a bad day at work (imagine that?). Every asshole and his cousin could not figure out what the word NO meant. Yes, I know its expected, once you have a cock for some reason in this society, automatically makes you a dickhead. Anyways, I’m giving this one guy a lap dance and he keeps reaching for my crotch. I politely move his hand away, he does it again, I backhanded the motherfucker and I was wearing a huge ring at the time which hit him in the eye. Haha. Beware, I may look cute and peaceful, but I do resort to physical violence when pushed. I ended the lapdance and made him pay for both songs. In your face, biatch!
August 11, 2008 at 5:48 pm
Thats because 99.9999% of men are stupid fucks who are controlled by their dicks instead of controlling it.
August 11, 2008 at 6:50 pm
Ooh I really like the shot from above of the 3 candles looking between your boobs, it’s compositionally similar to Andy Goldsworthy’s pics of his natural art, I think thats why I like it. Didn’t know you did free shoots or I’d have asked you when I was in Oz the same time as you were. I think I’d be really embarressed at 1st but it’d be interesting having seen porn all my life as most guys and some women have to take pics that allow someone to express their sexuality, never done it. I think you take some great pics of yourself anyway so don’t really need a photographer.
I only part agree with Micheal, I know some great guys so the people who are fine aren’t just 1 in 100,000. Someone’s company is the nicest thing so I wouldn’t wanna go to a lapdancing club, it would feel strange, I’d rather meet someone who found me attractive too and if that was absolutely not possible I’d see a nice woman of pleasure as long as she wasn’t too expensive
Lol.
August 11, 2008 at 6:50 pm
OMG that ^ was gonna be a quick comment
August 11, 2008 at 9:50 pm
I love the flame-eating pussy picture - turn it 90 degrees counterclockwise and it looks like a fish coming up to eat the flame!
That’s too bad about the photographer trying to feel you up. Apparently it’s one of the most common occurrences in the lives of porn workers. I’ve read/heard about it more times than I can count - guys assume if you have sex on camera, you’ll just fuck anyone, anywhere. Apparently it’s one of the reasons why almost all the mainstream porn women have relationships with other people in the industry.
I used to hang out at a local strip club a few years back, and I got to know one of the girls who worked there. She’d tell me about the hassles she’d had to put up with over the years (she was 27 at the time and had been stripping for 8 years, I think). It’s depressing that people just don’t get that it’s entertainment, and just because these women take their clothes off, it doesn’t give you permission to do whatever you feel like.
I’m an aspiring photographer, too (amateur, though - not planning on going pro), and I’ve taken some nude photos of a couple of my female friends who I’ve had no sexual relationship with. They both felt comfortable enough with me to do it again, so I assume I’m doing something right. I never touched them during a photo shoot without being very clear as to what I was doing and why, and even then I was very careful to touch as little as possible.
August 12, 2008 at 10:41 pm
Love the new pictures. It looks as if your skin is radiating warmth. How long did it take you to do this set and what type of film and other factors
such as exposure and f-stop did you use to achieve the results ? On the other matters you mentioned I can’t say I blame you for being pissed at the photographer( his conduct was very unprofessional ) and the customer
( his conduct was very disreptful ). I am not going to say that I am a total
innocent when I have gone to go-go bars however, if a woman does not
want me to touch her someplace on her body(either for club rules or her own ) I will respect her wishes. In some clubs I have been to the dancer will usually say no touching or no touching above or beyond a certain area and I will respect the dancer’s boundaries as I wish for her to continue to welcome my patronage.